After 4 days of soreness all over my body, I'm STARTING to feel better... at least it's getting better, I hope.
Although, I've got moodswings.
yesterday, I was really depressed, and now I'm kind of... Calm... or something.

I hope I'm not getting sick, though, I've been coughing more than normal, and I coughed blood last night, which Is unusual...

But still, I've been sick like this before. (Except the coughing blood part)
I'll feel better soon enough. Please, Any kind of Cheering up to do would be kindly appreciated, because I returned from hospitality.

So anyways, I'm CALM.... for now...
Watch your back.

For Two days, I've had aches all over my body when I move my limbs, I couldn't even Walk. And in PE, we had to walk... As soon as the day of school ends, every time I try to get up from the computer, it hurts so much on my legs, like It was cut severely or something.... I nearly fell over once.. I'm just sitting here, on my desk, Waiting for the day to end and get to bed. I've been doing this for two days...

Although, When I sit here, Nothing hurts, So I feel fine now, but every time I have to get up, it's a pain in the ass... And I usually get up occasionally...
I hope its not something serious or anything... Because I fear for the worse...

I remembered someone having this same kind of pain, and they died after a week... What if this happens to me..? Oh god..

Yeah, I'm really, really sick, I never have been this sick since... many years ago..

My head hurts, my stomach hurts, when I stand up, I always almost fall over, when I sit down, I fall over to the side..

What's happening to me..?
I've had these pains for a while now..

ow...

I'll be off resting..

My god, I really hate myself. I hate myself so much, It's hurting me... Physically and mentally..

Because almost every time, I make a friend of mine pissed off at me for any reason..
Especially like tonight..
One of my best friends, me and her were talking, and I somewhat make a statement that pisses her off, and then she gets mad at me.
While at that, I made things more worse because I said somethings that I didin't even know I said, because I don't think before I type it..

I'm really, really depressed right now.. I don't think she'll ever forgive me..
I don't think anyone would ever forgive me for what all I did to them..
I'm better off alone...

Not only that, I more often get moodswings, and I can't quite get my head straight of my emotions... but The moodswings usually make me end up Depressed or angry for no apparent reason...

I took the wrong turn and got my best friend mad at me...
I regret everything.

I'm feeling well now.
I started feeling better when I tried to eat Ramen. and it actually worked! although, I've been eating ramen for days, but after a while, I tried to eat other foods, and then I started feeling better some more!
yays!

uhm... yeah..

I'm fine.